It is funny to me how I have to analyze my moods... Actually, I don't have to... I am obsessed with it. I live in my feelings. For the past few days, completely unmedicated, I feel really good. I believe that all of those hours I spent, locked in my little sacred space, feeling & crying & praying have paid off. Financially, I am no better off than I was yesterday, which in slang is "I'm still broke", but I'm broke but I'm happy... I'm poor but I'm kind..
I have been staying up late nights and spending quality time in my life, knowing with complete faith and certainty, that God has answered all of my prayers this far and I have complete faith that the Universe fully supports my dreams and goals.
In a human world, where so much emphasis is placed on greed and violence, I can stand against negativity and fear. I am no longer afraid.
I asked God for help, from the depths of my soul and God sent me a team of angels, as usual... Which brings me to gratitude. Living in gratitude knowing that I am safe, loved & supported in this world by the one divine source.
So, now my days consist of relaxing. Taking care of the farm, which includes, our home, our animals, (cattle, chickens, turkeys, dogs, cats, etc...) and gardening while learning to cook and the simple lifestyle of self sustainability. I am allowing my dreams to unfold in only Gods perfection, while I am hanging curtains and mentally getting back to the book... MY BOOK. The book that will touch & inspire women to share close intimate personal relationships with other inspirng woman and passing the limitless love & faith along for many generations to come.
So, that's what I am doing with my time. Breathing. Dreaming. Trusting and living my life as God brings it to me, one moment at a time.
BE-ing and BE-ing Love. Visioning for world peace and peaceful consciousness.
I love my life... Not every single day, but for this moment, on this day... I absolutely love my life and I am breathing in gratitude to the one power that makes it so.
The power of love.
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