Friday, August 21, 2009

Still on My Journey

David said something interesting to me last night. He told me that he has never known anyone who thought about their feelings & analyzed their emotions like I do. This is a new thought. Wow... what if they don't. I guess I made the assumption that everyone analyzes their emotions & feelings. If they don't, then how do they know to release the ones that do not work for them any longer? I analyze every feeling & emotion, so that I know that for one thing, I need to figure out if it is an emotion (which can be decieving) or a feeling, which is my basic intuition. THEN, I have to figure out if it is in fact, MY feeling or someone else's feeling that I am manifesting. If it is someone elses energy that has attached itself to me, I can choose to release it. Before I do that, I have to try to figure out how I manifested that so that I do not repeat or repeat that action/thought, whatever brought that to be.
Thoughts are a completely different thing.... Thoughts can become things...and quickly. There is Instant Demonstrations, where you think it & **POOF** it becomes real. Then there are the desires of your heart that you bring to reality. These thoughts take longer to manifest, but are complete in their own perfection. The perfection that co-creating with the Universe can only deliver. Dancing with God.
So, each thought in itself is analyzed & the good ones I keep & the thoughts that do not serve me, I try to think the desired outcome of that particular scenario & play it out in my head in the affirmative light. I do this because I know that "Thoughts become things". I also know that what you focus your thoughts & energy on will manifest into your reality. These are fact. Universal Laws. Knowing this truth, I do spend a lot of time focusing my energy analyzing my thoughts, because my mind is fairly undisciplined. It is random, so I like to find where the thought originated and retrain my thought process. Doesn't everyone do that? LOL
So, knowing that I have the power of "God" with me as a constant, I like to be mindful of what I am putting out into the Universe, by way of thought. Now action is a completely different thing. Thought sometimes requires action to fully manifest. Then I have to decide which action to take to manifest the desired outcome of the specific thought or train of thought, whichever the case may be... Some things "feel" good to me & some things do not. So then I have to go into analyzing my "feelings"... Is it a feeling or emotion? If it is an emotion, what thought brought it to the surface and is it a positive emotion or a negative emotion? If it is not positive, I know it no longer serves me, so I want to find the origin of that emotion and heal it. Release it. If it is a positive emotion, then I know it is good & I allow myself to embrace it.
Now, feelings... If it is not an emotion causing the feeling, then when did this feeling begin & what were the circumstances around it? If it is a feeling that I can trace back to another person, I release it immediately. If the feeling is genuinely mine, then what is it telling me? It is God talking to me, at that point and it becomes my job to understand what my feeling is saying and act accordingly.
So, this is what gets me from idea to action... Doesn't everyone analyze their thoughts obsessively? HHHmmm.... Maybe this is one of those things that makes me "special".... or crazy... LOVE!!!

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