I have been on this planet for almost 42 years and love the freedom and new thought age. I am on a different level of consciousness than most other people and that helps me out so much in my spiritual lessons and I realize that it is other spirits (God in all of us) that are behaving in human ways that are helping us along the way. Teachers and nurturers, angels, guides. Listening to God's Voice in human terms.
I know that God is manifesting thru me, all of my hopes, wishes and dreams, so I know, with complete faith, that when I keep myself Spiritually balanced that ONLY GOOD can enter my bubble. Knowing this in my zen place and knowing this in the humanness there are many different levels of faith. So, knowing that I can create and demonstrate ONLY Good thru God, why do I still have panic attacks around human life? HOW do I get hooked into a crazy world of other peoples stuff and more so, how do I restore harmony to the physical manifestation of stress?
I FEEL everyone else's energy. I sage & I pray & I see the LIGHT, however my body still resorts to the feel of the physical aches & pains AND the emotional wounds and scars of others spirits.
I need, as a spirit and as a human to somehow learn to release, relax & allow.
Allowing is easy. All that means is that I allow and accept what God brings my way, knowing that this is a life lesson meant for ME... My Spirit... MY FREE SPIRIT.
My graceful Spirit of giving & service not that of a freaked out middle aged hippie chick that is as flaky as snow, trying to juggle too many balls in the fire.
So, how do I keep myself in my zen space of purity? How do I keep my constant connection with God thru the one universal string of light... I KNOW my role is not to be a stressed out person. I KNOW that I must have quiet time for God every day. Not a sleep time, but a meditative time, where I can disconnect my energy from anyone and everyone in this human world. A time to connect directly with God thru the power of my mind and the one Universal consciousness. I have to have time to mediate on world peace. Season for non-violence begins soon & I have flyers to make up and research to do. I also have to get my visual mind focused on the farmers market and cafe'. I must vision health for all of us and prosperity. I vision for perfect outcome and God does the rest. I simply allow...
WHY then.. Do I manifest physical symptoms of stress, panic attacks, high blood pressure, shortness of breathe, physical aches? I am only perfect health and only perfect health manifests itself thru me. I know that with each step that I follow God, perfect health is mine. I know that with each step I take with God, perfect mind is mine. I know that I follow God's lead. That is how I have survived in this life of some pretty remarkable events.
Everyone has a story to tell and everyone has ears to listen.
So, in the humanness of this, there are a lot of emotions that people feel towards me and/or my behaviors. I try to keep myself out of other peoples judgments or their expectations of me. I am free to be me and that's ALL I can be. Everyone is here to have their own Spiritual journey, my only hope is to help them along with a hug or a sage and on a good day, maybe some love in their heart that once wasn't there. Some faith.
So, I show up & God tells me what to do next. I am happy to hand the leads over.. surrender. I do it every moment both consciously and unconsciously. I don't care what other people think... it's none of my business or concern, however... I do care about how people feel and I only choose to bring joy and harmony to wherever I go. I live in peace with the Universe in my tiny little bubble of a BA. The physical manifestations of anxiety and stress are simply feelings to ride through.
I accept the gift I have been given and I allow God to work thru me, whatever that experience means to other people, I can simply to allow knowing that it is all unfolding for the greater good.
In the meantime, I have my prescriptions in hand and will get my meds filled and see if that helps some of the physical until I get to a zen enough place where I can do it myself. All I have to do is show up... God will direct me from there.
So, that's the crazy ramblings of a middle aged woman who is so much more than a human, trying to enjoy the crazy ride and all of the love that the world has to offer! I live in humble gratitude for the one most powerful source, God, who saves my soul every day.
I live in the salvation of It's divine light, as the perfect expression of light and love.
Visualize a world where everyone is truly free.
LOVE!!!!
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